
I died yesterday.
Death came to me. I saw him and met him proudly with my soul sitting straight up. I was proud to die. I have lived a life full of joy and sadness, because without sadness we cannot know true joy. I had three children, who have children. I was reunited with Max, I worked with Rudy's father. All my life, I never forgot my years as the book thief.
I left mortality from Sydney, Australia, house number 45.
Then Death talked to me. He put me down and pulled out a little black book.
"Is that really it?" My book that had been lost for so long. I couldn't believe it.
I opened the book and read, reflecting on my life as a thirteen year old. I remembered my Himmel Street, my home, in ruins.
Death told me he had read my book many times. My hope for someone to enjoy it was fulfilled.
"Did you understand it?"
I wasn't sure that I completely understood it. I looked at the little black book and found profound truths about life hidden there. My emotions were real and human. However, I wondered if Death could learn anything from me.
I thought about humans, how different we are from each other, and yet how much we share. We are conflicted, and we make choices. We are the only ones to make a choice. We may choose bad, we may choose good.
Death told me, "I am haunted by humans."
Yet, the hint in his voice said more. It said, "You are so complicated. I am haunted by memories of goodness, memories of evil. I have seen all and can be everywhere. I am Death, and yet, I love humans."
August 12, 2006